What does it mean when you dream that you have been raped by this large tree and arosed by its leaves?

well i had a dream where their was this big tree which aroused me and it leaves were like live parts of its limbs so as i was aroused in my dream i dreamt i masterbated only it wasnt me who did it to myself it was the living leaf like living characters in my dream that did it i woke up violated, distraught and a feeling of failure to my God